‘Bah’, just ‘Bah’ — nope, I’m not a sheep; it just seems to be the odd sound resounding in my head when I try to think. It is kind of how I feel right now: ‘bah’. Seems to roll off the tongue nicely I think; it is primitive enough to sound like your a babbling idiot, and also deep enough to express your inner feelings.
It’s getting to that time of night — that time when I am not too tired, but my eyes are waning and tears are beginning to fall over my eyes from staring at my gargantuan 19″ monitor. Also, I’ve realized that the week has only just begun and I have grades to make up. (I had a couple of bad ones that I need to fix. Shh….don’t tell anyone.) I really shouldn’t be complaining — it seems I’m doing more worrying now — because my life isn’t that hard. I was thinking the other day about how, when I get my license (2 months, wahoo!), I’ll have a job — which means I have to juggle sports, job, school, all in one jumbled mess. Then, I’ll eventually get out of high school (God willing) and move on to college…hopefully. I don’t like to think too far ahead because I know I can get some crazy ideas about unrealistic ideals that I want to come true; but it is always good to ponder about what is coming your way — even if it is 2+ years down the road.
Yeah, that’s my adult side coming in; sooner or later I’ll be contemplating why Bran Flakes are so ‘gosh darn good’ and complaining why those ‘hooligans’ listen to that racket they call music. Ahh, sweet, sweet, adulthood; the wonderful time where your age group is just considered ‘old’. Can’t wait for it to come…(
